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     Kola_boof AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Kola_boof Post Number: 4957 Registered: 02-2005 Rating: |
Kola... just so wrong how you attacked Zane and put your business in the street. But I know you Kola and know you dont give a •••• Carol, Zane and I have been enemies for years--but I didn't know it. I always loved and admired Zane--always wanted to be friends with her and everybody else that's telling you THEIR SIDE of the story and leaving out what Zane has done. So since you emailed me so upset...and I have nothing to lose at this point anyway... Let me just, "as you say", put it ALL out in the street--- Apparently, I slept with her husband years ago and wasn't aware of it, but she was. Zane and I were both raised in the Washington, D.C. metropolitan area. She's a spoiled two-faced Preacher's daughter from a well-to-do middle class upbringing. I'm a Sudanese-born, adopted by AA ghetto girl raised in a family of 8 children from the nation's #1 murder capital Anacostia Park (S.E. District of Columbia). Zane fancies herself the "Queen" of D.C. She has her own publishing company, a tv show and the ZANE empire via Atria books. But, of course, she hasn't and can't command the level of media attention that I receive---which suddenly made me (an "Anacostia Park" raised ghetto girl) the author who was talked about in the book stores and beauty salons...vastly usurping Queen Rich Bi/tch Zane. She has attacked me before on the AALBC boards in 2006, but everyone seems to conveniently forget that. During that exchange, she (and others in the infamous "let's jump Kola" thread) tried to claim that I DID NOT have a reading at the Schomburg Center--which I most certainly did. I was presented with Sweden's Gavinna til Gavinna Prize that same night and the event was reported on in GALLEYCAT. *Proof: http://www.mediabistro.com/galleycat/awards/kola_boof_wins_swedish_woman_to_woman_award_69179.asp During that same exchange on AALBC in 2006, ZANE went on to berate my use of "silent movie names" for some of my book titles; she stated that I would never be published by Simon and Schuster (saying this as though I had the plauge); contacted Tracy Sherrod to get Tracy to lie for her concerning my early dealings with S&S (and apparently, being her close friend---Tracy Sherrod DID take her side over mine); vowed to CHECK with Paramount Pictures to see if I was writing a script for them (which was back in 2006 and is how I financed my projects in Mississippi and Virgin Islands, because I ended up making over $150,000 for writing that one script). All of this was stated as she basically taunted me and called me a liar. As the next two years unfolded, I became the latest toy caught beneath her furry fat cat paws. Zane's bullshit lie is that I'm angry at her because she rejected a manuscript by me. But that was MY FAULT, not Zane's--- The manuscript for an erotica book about a girl singing group (which later became "Virgins In the Beehive") wasn't even completed when I sent it to Zane and was literally being pieced together as I sent her each part. At that time, I thought we were friends, and I was ghost writing a daytime soap. I honestly didn't blame her for rejecting the manuscript --but in her mind, that's what I'm upset about. What also happened behind the scenes is that those Reps of corporations and political interest groups who have been running a Smear Campaign and inventing stories about me for years now---got in contact with Zane (and Troy and others) and fed them a bunch of fake b.s. about me supposedly being a FRAUD and an imposter. However...I have been around for over 10 years now and while countless WHITE frauds have been exposed and destroyed....the lone Black woman (me) that the media investigates, hates and would LOVE to expose and destroy...miraculously continues to thrive and move forward. It never occurs to dumb asses like Troy and Zane that people are smearing me for my political/racial/social positions....and not this bullshit about me being a Fraud (which, otherwise--AFTER 10 YEARS as a Public Figure--would have been proven by now). In 2002, the NY TIMES published a childhood photo of me and the caption for that photo says: COURTESY OF UNICEF. Now how in the f/uck did I arrange that? I am EXACTLY who I say I am. For the life of me...I don't know HOW I convinced Prince Ruspoli to lie for me and say that I lived with Osama Bin laden at Prince Ruspoli's estate La Maison Arabe in Morocco. But miraculously--Prince Fabrizzio Ruspoli did so, MSNBC did a two part interview with me BECAUSE OF PRINCE RUSPOLI and the man appears in my autobiography. Carol, explain to me---how did I arrange that? For the life of me...I don't know HOW I pursuaded one of the world's top newspapers, THE LONDON GUARDIAN...to break the story about me and Osama back in 2002, thereby forcing the U.S. State Department to investigate me which is what caused me to ADMIT and CONFESS six months later. I mean...I must have some wild Mojo Powers to get all these powerful institutions and people to LIE FOR ME. Like anyone else who has been in Witness Protection Program---there are no public records on me. So of course my enemies are free to make up FAKE ONES. But damn...couldn't people at least contact me for the REAL ONES? It's also a FEDERAL OFFENCE to make up lies and schemes about the U.S. State Department and the FBI---so again, I must be pretty damn powerful to have gotten around all that to carry out this MASS public fraud and do it in the body of a BLACK WOMAN (for 10 years no less). Idiots like Troy and Zane believe in the Smear Campaigns waged against me and take part in it--then have the nerve to think that I, an old PRO from several battlefields, am too stupid to see what's going on. I have reason to believe that ZANE "persduaded" black distributors not to service my books to bookstores (and I believe she's done this to many authors--not just me.) But since I don't own Door of Kush and had no knowledge of how the business works back then--I didnt realize that she could do such a thing. Only recently, after KARIBU BOOKS closed...did I receive any information about it. ZANE attempted to trash my name with Producers and Executives at "Young and the Restless" and I have a friend at the "Tyra Banks Show" who can prove that she tried to smear my name at "Y&R", because Tyra's show is taped right across from "Y&R". I didn't learn until very recently that the whole motive behind all this bullshit is that I slept with Zane's ex-husband years ago. Carol, Zane's husband is soooooo MEAN-- ...I enjoyed every minute of it. It took him an hour to get inside my tight tiny little kitten, but like I said--daddy was so mean...OUH!!. Talk about a BLISSFUL ride. The only thing that really turned me off was when he shocked me by licking me straight down the crack of my ass. Then put his tongue in my booty-hole. Jackie, it was embarrasssing! Since then I've often wondered--"What mouth was he kissing Zane with?" Then again, she's a freak, too (or wishes she could be). But anyhoo, back to your questions. This whole unfortunate incident in the back of Zane's car is the reason that Zane and I are enemies today. Then there's Troy... Troy Johnson, who EVERYONE KNOWS I have always adored and bragged on FOR YEARS....tried to tell a bunch of people that I was really "A MAN" back at the BEA industry event---an event that I felt was crucial to my career, because few industry people had ever met me in person before. You know that my face was swollen from the Cancer treatments, Carol! But I wanted to meet my HERO, Troy. I got dressed and went anyway, because I was determined to show everyone that I am their family, too. I spoke in the best American accent I could Carol! I partied all night BOTH NIGHTS with everyone and got along wonderfully with everyone! I practically fell in love with Ron Cavanaugh and Troy was so kind and sweet to me--I was just in fu/kking heaven! Then after it was over---a ton of people come telling me what Troy had been going around saying about me. He didn't deny it. It's a year later and he still hasn't denied it! WHY YOU ASK? Well,for Troy Johnson--this scores major points with all the Niglets in NY who hate Kola Boof and have CRIRICIZED HIM over the years for hosting me. (And honestly, Troy has NEVER liked me. It's just that wherever I appear--I drive up the RATINGS. Ask Keith Boykin or anybody who's had me speak on their site. Troy always despised me, but I draw a huge crowd, so he put up with me.) NOW...he gets to play "enemy of Kola" and his announcement of such was posting those godawful photos that I BEGGED HIM not to post. Why would someone claiming to be a friend try to publicly humiliate me with unflattering photos, Carol? Why? TROY KNOWS I'M VAIN! EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT! But could black people be KIND to an aging sister? NO! The only reason I went to that party looking tired and sub-standard was because I TRUSTED Troy and all of them to be my family and protect me--but no, they always make a difference because I'm AFRICAN and therefore not one of them. You've seen how they treated me on that board for years, Carol! The only one who ever let me be close was ABM and that was originally because he felt sorry for how unfairly they treated me. They ALWAYS, ALWAYS put up their East Coast/West Coast "you're an African" b.s. when it came to me--not to mention their jealousy over the fact that I KNOW WHO I AM culturally and can out-debate their no-thinking asses. Then the fucki.ng nerve of that SHRIMP in a suit telling lies about my sexuality! OK--let me fair. I think Troy is very cute. He looks like adorable little dreamy bear to me. I didn't mean to call him a "shrimp." BUT HE STILL...LIED ON ME AND INSULTED MY BEAUTY AT A TIME WHEN I'M TURNING 40 AND VERY UPSET ABOUT AGING AND WAS BATTLING A MAJOR ILLNESS! After all that I went through in order for TWO baby boys to come out of my ass...that shit really pissed me off, because of who it was. My precious Troy who I loved and bragged about like an idiot for YEARS! (and you, MARY, know that). AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I DO...want to "HARP" on this "MAN" shit for a minute so that some of these dumb ass black women can understand WHY I'm so upset. First of all, I wish I was a man. Because if I was a MAN...then Black women editors wouldn't think it was WEIRD that I am so ferociously AMBITIOUS. My ambition and cunning would actually be appreciated and EXPECTED if I was a MAN and they'd get the •••• out of my way while I sell some got-damn books. But then whoever accounted for "business savvy" when it came to Black people in glass buildings, right? And we KNOW how tediously conservative Black Americans are when it comes to art. As Josephine Baker wrote in 1936--"It wasn't just the attitudes of White Americans who drove me from my homeland. But Black folks, too. They got offended if a black woman thought too highly of herself. They hated any hint of sexuality. I was berated for being skinny, berated for being dark-skinned, berated for thinking I was too good to accept maid roles. To most black folks back home, I was a scandal and an embarrassment." If I was a MAN...people wouldn't be Shocked that I have very strong and intricately thought out opinions about race, sex and politics. My right to express my opinions, no matter how profane or controversial, at least amongst other blacks, would be respected and duly noted rather than met with admonitions of "she's off her meds", "she's a •••••," "she's crazy." If I was a MAN...the Black community would flaunt my topless images and make me---ribald, profane Kola---the latest King Kong of Rap and hiphop thought. I'd be reading my poems shirtless on BET if I was a man! If I was a MAN...my great height (over 6 feet) would be complimented and cheered--not derided and cheapened by Black INSECURE Sexist Homophobic Pathology. But no, I'm a woman. So automatically I'm a •••••, a devisive troublemaker, a scandalous HO, a MAN-hater....and worse than just being A WOMAN...a BLACK Woman who dares to publicly state that she doesn't want babies with "European" hair, doesn't accept the SICK Western notion that I'm supposed to be invisible while some Mulatto imposter gets held up by Black America as "QUEENS" of my race; doesn't want a White man (though, honestly, in America, I'm beginning to accept that I have little choice in the matter because I'm growing too pissed at Black men to be with one) and refuses assimilation. My whole real dilemna in this nation...is that I'm not a Ni66er. That's not an insult, Carol (and you know me and how much I love my people, ALL BLACKS everywhere)--it's just the fuc/king truth. I'm not a ni66er...and MOST of our people, whether in America, Jamaica or Africa itself...really ARE. They want to be Mulatto; they want to be White. And that's what a ni66er is --a black person who finds it 'natural' to ERASE themself and their people. It hurts...but it's just the fukking truth about BLACK society any and everywhere. I honestly loved and admired Zane, Carol. Deep down, I still do--I just can't stand phoney-ass Preacher's kids. And I'll never be nice to Zane again--but deep down, I love her. FOR YEARS I tried to be close to everyone on AALBC...especially Troy and Zane. But I'll kick the •••• out of their asses for hurting me--because when you invent malicious rumors about me and hurt me, you hurt my kids, Carol. And regardless of whatever I've done in my life, my children are INNOCENT. I am not the sum of Troy and Zane's lies and I don't deserve to be lied on and shitted on by my own people! As a writer--Zane is nowhere in my fucking league. As a Woman---Zane is nowhere in my fucking league. I am many, many things... ...but FAKE ain't one of them. Kola Boof is all the way LIVE, baby. I wouldn't have gotten this far if I wasn't. The whites with power would have slaughtered my ass by now. God knows they've been very vocal about the fact that they'd like to. The nasty ass Muslims and Arabs have tried every trick in the book! And for those who forgot that I've got more than arms up these sleeves---this is the BEGINNING of my career. Not the end. I don't give a shit what people think of me. Yes, I am damaged and wild...but that's what gives me the NERVE to get what I want and NOT stay in my place. Like Barbara Stanwyk used to say: "Nobody's going to stop me." And I LIKE those old Barbara Stanwyk movies. 'Cause she so reminds me of me. BTW, There's a new Black-owned publisher soon to launch in the VIRGIN ISLANDS   Publisher's Marketplace http://www.publishersmarketplace.com/members/atlanticlibrary/ Official Website: http://atlanticlibrary.110mb.com/ | ||
| Ntfs_encryption "Cyniquian" Level Poster Username: Ntfs_encryption Post Number: 3590 Registered: 10-2005 Rating: N/A |
Das dat........ | ||
| Kola_boof AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Kola_boof Post Number: 4958 Registered: 02-2005 Rating: N/A |
NOTE: This email was copied to three women, Carol, Jackie and Mary. | ||
| Schakspir AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Schakspir Post Number: 1241 Registered: 12-2005 Rating: N/A |
(c) 2009 by Tim Barrus | ||
| Ferociouskitty Veteran Poster Username: Ferociouskitty Post Number: 708 Registered: 02-2008 Rating: N/A |
Interesting, Schakspir. I had to look him up since he hasn't been as widely discussed (from what I can tell) as James Frey and the fake gang-banger/foster kid white woman. | ||
| Nafisa_goma Veteran Poster Username: Nafisa_goma Post Number: 355 Registered: 01-2006 Rating: |
This is even more interesting, Deesha Philylaw. http://thesspp.org/our-leaders/kola-boof/ I guess all these folks are LYING on Kola's behalf, too, eh? And you went to YALE? BTW, I didn't quite catch the "Burris" connection. He speak fluent Arabic? Or is that your new fiance? Either way, cheers - | ||
| Nafisa_goma Veteran Poster Username: Nafisa_goma Post Number: 356 Registered: 01-2006 Rating: |
Heavens. It just occurred to me that we should count all the people LYING on behalf of Kola Boof. Unicef Prince Fabrizzio Ruspoli of Morocco Marvin and Claudine Johnson, their interviews. You know Ferociouskitty. I'd pay money to know why all these people and organizations are LYING to keep this awful woman going and going. I mean if all those White Fraudulent people were caught so easily and exposed outright. Then we've really got to get to the bottom of why this treacherous, deceitful evil Kola Boof hasn't been exposed and destroyed in 10 YEARS of HOODWINKING the American Public! And now this! http://open.salon.com/blog/alexzola/2009/03/22/beat_poet_osama Kola Boof's going to be in ITALIAN VOGUE GASP DOES IT EVER END? You know--we've got to do something about all these people LYING for her! How about me, you, Troy Johnson, Shakspir and Zane put our heads together and figure out how we can destroy this wicked evil black woman (OOPS---African SHIM-freak) so full of treachery and deceit. Why Kola, I mean IT, needs to be stopped! Zane, HELP US! You've just been dying to get Kola Boof all these years, here's your chance! . | ||
| Schakspir AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Schakspir Post Number: 1242 Registered: 12-2005 Rating: |
Anatomy Of Malignant Narcissism In 1970, Otto Kernberg coined the term, "malignant narcissism"; he pointed out that the antisocial personality was fundamentally narcissistic and without morality. Malignant narcissism includes a sadistic element, creating, in essence, a sadistic psychopath. In this essay, "malignant narcissism" and psychopathy are employed interchangeably. Imagine, as an abuse survivor of someone with malignant narcissism or narcissistic personality disorder, giving your life over to a psychopath, and doing it with trust and a firm belief in his authority. What if said psychopathic conman, was advising victims? It seems absurd, that an abuser would advise the abused. It seems even more absurd, that the abused would take the advice to heart. Yet it happened to me, till I got wise to it and learned more about this disorder, and its largely superficial resemblance to narcissistic personality disorder, or garden variety "narcissism". Psychopaths are known to be grandiose, to distort reality, to be contemptuous of human beings, and to be completely without conscience . To ask such a malignant narcissist for advice is to suffer life consequences. Are his words really full of "truth" and "insight" and "care" for the victims? Recently, I came across the following exchange in part 40 of the psychopath's "narcissism list": Question Why do his victims feel they are turning into narcissists themselves? Answer Narcissism is contagious. The narcissism creates a "bubble universe", similar to a cult. In this bubble, special rules apply. These rules do not always correspond to outer reality. Using complex defence mechanisms, such as projective identification, the narcissist forces his victims - spouse, mate, friend, colleague - to "play a role" assigned to him by "God" - the narcissist. The narcissist rewards compliance with his script and punishes any deviation from it with severe abuse. In other words, the narcissist CONDITIONS people around him using intimidation, positive and negative reinforcements and feedback, ambient abuse ("gaslighting"), covert, or controlling abuse, and overt, classical abuse. Thus conditioned, the narcissist's victims gradually come to assimilate the narcissist's way of thinking (follies a-deux) [sic] and his modus operandi - his methods. You can abandon the narcissist - but the narcissist never abandons you. He is there, deep inside your traumatic memories, lurking, waiting to act out. You have been modified, very much like an alien snatching bodies. Analysis Here is a perfect example of why it is dangerous to listen to the distorted, grandiose, psychopathic musings of a self-proclaimed "expert" on narcissism. 1) He misinterprets the question. He doesn't interpret it as fear and concern. He presumes that the victims have become like their tormentor. There is no ability even to relate to the question- without empathy*, he cannot see what the real question is. 2) Narcissism is not contagious. Any lax behaviour may lead to disinhibiting behaviour in others, and that's a valid psychological construct. If a narcissist sneezes, does that mean you're gonna catch N germs? If you think about it, his statement isn't even within the grasp of reality or logic. It's nigh impossible to "catch" narcissism. 3) Some pathologically disordered narcissists and psychopaths create a cult like atmosphere: in this "cult" there is pressure to conform after manipulating your reality. You may find yourself doing things you normally wouldn't. Part of it is due to disinhibiting behaviour. The rest is due to groupthink (simplistically speaking) and brainwashing and subtle forms of intimidation which include guilt-making and shunning. They are not "forcing" you into a role- they are enforcing the role they presume everyone plays. They are not capable of distinguishing between their delusions and a human being standing before them. Again, it is grandiose of a psychopath to think that they have the power to force you into a "role" and that it is a given that it is always successful. 4)There is no such animal as the "inverted narcissist". The only ones who totally buy into the cult leader's reality, and usually become his handmaidens and henchmen, are not inverted narcissists. They are just like the leader, only he is more adept at getting and keeping power than they are- kinda like 'Dr Evil' and 'Mini-Me'. They are just 'Mini-Me's' and their use of each other is reciprocal. 5)He misuses the term "folies a deux" (and misspells it), which is reserved in psychiatric diagnoses for a shared psychosis (very rare)- which means neither person is in touch with reality. From his distorted apprehension, this would mean that the victim becomes the pathological narcissist. If there's any "projective identification" going on here it is the psychopath's, who believes that everyone is really just like him; there is also massive grandiosity in that he believes he has the power to self-replicate by transforming others into carbon copies of himself and his world. 6)If you take a good look at the paragraphs you can see that they are only loosely associated. In terms of underlying logic, we are the ones filling in the gaps. It is all smoke and mirrors. There is only significance without substance in his facile claims. * cf. his definition of 'empathy'- "We are coached to feel guilt and pain when we inflict suffering on another person. Empathy is an attempt to avoid our own self-imposed agony by projecting it onto another." S Vaknin Summary: 1) The psychopath, incapable of empathy, doesn't understand the question. 2) He is convinced that everyone is just like him. 3)He is convinced that he has the godlike power to transform anyone. 4) He is convinced that he has the godlike power to force anyone to do his bidding. 5)He is convinced that he has dominion over (and dominates) all things, including human beings. 6) He is convinced that he is successful in all his ventures. Observations: ~~ As a detective he is useless: the evidence suggests to him that he can make anyone like he is-that he has the power; but in truth, he believes that everyone is like him and he seeks to enforce that delusion- he has no power but it is imperative to do whatever it takes to sustain the delusion. And so he brags to feed his narcissism. ~~ His thoughts, and offerings (including facts), are loosely associated and impressionistic, with no real substance or basis in reality. They depend far more on impression and impressing than on fact and logic. This suggests there is a true cognitive deficit in thinking, and the usual psychopathic agenda, embroidered throughout with histrionic morbidity. Conclusion: a)The outcome of the psychopath's grand delusions is that he confuses followers in a cult with narcissists, and survivors with narcissists. b)If he does not understand the question, then he is incapable of an answer grounded in reality. Given his inability to understand, especially a "feeling" question, we need to take care to question a malignant narcissist's credibility. c) To listen to and believe the ramblings of a psychopath is dangerous for victims/survivors. It is to invite the psychopathic unreality into our psyches and lives. A psychopathic world is a totalitarian world. He has no perception of us as human beings. He believes we are all like him. He believes that we cannot be healed, and has even said so. He cannot understand the question. And, therefore, any answers he gives are inadequate, incompetent, fraudulent, and serve only his delusions and beliefs. He is not capable of anything else. He is emotionally and cognitively handicapped. He is not capable of cogent or coherent thought or speech. (cf.Hervey Cleckley's 'Mask of Sanity') Anyone who, having been disoriented once, believes him, as he glibly throws some impressive concepts and 'facts' into the mix (they' are also good at snow jobs- wouldn't know parsimony in thought if they fell over it), becomes enthralled again to the totality of psychopathic distortion; they are misled and misdirected away from their inherent integrity and their strivings- their human uniqueness, and especially their very real suffering, deleted. He has no conception of humanity and no understanding of himself- he can only tell us what he wants himself to hear. Moreover, he enjoys pulling the wool over our eyes, this 'duping delight'. This is not even a question of hatred towards him. He is a psychopath, a common conman, and he thinks and acts like one. Totally. So. Question, challenge, be aware, and beware the con. ©2002-2009 Invicta, M.A. Reproduction by permission only. All rights reserved. | ||
| Kola_boof AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Kola_boof Post Number: 4960 Registered: 02-2005 Rating: |
Great article, Shakspir! I'm fascinated by the subject of "Narcissim" and "Neuroticism" and have read many books on the subject. I would like to list just a few people who have classified themselves as Narcissists. PRESIDENT BARACK OBAMA (in his autobiography--mentioned TWICE that he was narcissist, driven and competitive) WRITER ERNEST HEMINGWAY (QUOTE: "I had sailed this cove before and was too much of a narcissist to agree with any of them..." ACTRESS MARILYN MONROE during interview with JACK PAAR (QUOTE: "What's a narcissist?" Jack Paar explained it to her. QUOTE MARILYN: "Oh yes--I'm definitely one of those. Terribly so.") The great film director WILLIAM WYLER stated in regards to Bette Davis, Joan Crawford and Judy Garland: (QUOTE: To be a real star, a genuine star, one has to be a narcissist. In fact the greater the narcissist, the greater the star burns.) singer PRINCE (QUOTE: "I had this whole narcissistic conceited ego thing going. Marrying Mayte helped me drop some of that.") singer MADONNA QUOTE: "I'm the ultimate narcissist and proud of it." I, Kola Boof, am proud to be a Narcissist and FULLY CLAIM it. I spent MOST of my childhood and teenhood in Psychiatric treatment, sometimes in mental institutions--so I am extremely AWARE of resulting Psychoses and survival tools imbeded in myself. I am also, like the actress Jane Fonda describes herself, "a neurotic." A huge part of my fascination with silent films stems from my narcissism and the feeling of "flight" that I feel while watching Abel Gance and Garbo pictures. I am also an Exhibitionist and a Sexual Athlete. Much has happened to me and shaped me in my life. I am human and I have flaws. I am a very abused and conflicted African child...but one that GOD loved very much. I am utterly imperfect...but I am Great. Though I didn't like the context that TROY JOHNSON used it in---I would agree with his assertion that I am... "..a unique individual." That is very true. I do, however, believe that Crabs In A Barrel such as yourself grasp at such extremes in their hatred and jealousy of seeing their own kind TRY to become something. Your case...as a failed writer, alcoholic, Internet Porn Addict and profuse HATER of Black women...is particularly sad and stench-filled ...because you believe that anything that hasn't been jacked-off out of your scrotum doesn't have a right to exist. You're also jealous, just as ZANE is jealous, of the fact that I dare to exist AS MYSELF; as my own Unique Creation---which of course anchors my wildness to a kind of "haunting." As an editor at GAWKER once remarked about me: "She's like a Hydra--you cut off her head and THREE MORE grow back!" HAHA!!!! I loved him for that. You and others like you, Shakspir, don't have that will. You're weak. ZANE, to my mind, is a powerful person who has little talent and no "flash", therefore, out of fear of being usurped, she uses her power to try and destroy others that she sees as competition. Not just me...but many people. There's nothing whatsoever that's "Memorable" about ZANE's work, and she knows that. So she has to attack others that she "perceives" as smaller; less powerful---- hahahaha ---in my case, she made a horrific mistake. And you, Shakspir, you're worse than her, because you really are...a LOSER at the bottom of the crab barrel. And that's about all you are. I'm writing a poem right now entitled "BLACK PEOPLE WILL KILL YOUR SPIRIT." It's about men and women like you. People who DO NOT develop their own talents; their own personalities; their own gifts---but spend their lives bitching about others for thinking they're brilliant; for thinking they have value and beauty; for thinking they have a right to have a say in the world. In other words---cowards who damn the daring.  I'm off to the Virgin Islands right now. I have to a get PHONE for my new company and they won't let me do it from California. I won't have time to post anything else. But I do PITY you. You have my sympathies. NAFISA GOMA---I love you. Thanks as always for posting my directives when I don't have time. As one of these fuckers stated in another thread--"business is business." And that goes for women too. You're a true friend and you'll be rewarded handsomely for all your love and loyalty, sister. Thanks so much. I'll ring you when I land in St. Croix. KOLA BOOF | ||
| Kola_boof AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Kola_boof Post Number: 4963 Registered: 02-2005 Rating: N/A |
  narcissist, narcissist, narcissist | ||
| Schakspir AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Schakspir Post Number: 1245 Registered: 12-2005 Rating: |
The only problem is that in the media, Kola Boof is perceived as a clown and a buffoon. No one takes her seriously, and most people, myself included, think she is a fraud. I recently came across the writings of a self-admitted literary poseur--Tim Barrus--whose writings bear a striking resemblance to that of Kola's: http://le-too.blogspot.com/ KB: I'm writing a poem right now entitled "BLACK PEOPLE WILL KILL YOUR SPIRIT." It's about men and women like you. People who DO NOT develop their own talents; their own personalities; their own gifts---but spend their lives bitching about others for thinking they're brilliant; for thinking they have value and beauty; for thinking they have a right to have a say in the world. In other words---cowards who damn the daring. Schak: Wow, Kola. You described yourself brilliantly. Say hello to Nasidjj!! | ||
| Ntfs_encryption "Cyniquian" Level Poster Username: Ntfs_encryption Post Number: 3596 Registered: 10-2005 Rating: N/A |
"I spent MOST of my childhood and teenhood in Psychiatric treatment, sometimes in mental institutions--so I am extremely AWARE of resulting Psychoses and survival tools imbeded in myself." Uhhhhhh.....OK. There ya have it... | ||
| Cynique "Cyniquian" Level Poster Username: Cynique Post Number: 13629 Registered: 01-2004 Rating: |
Forget the narcissism. Everybody has a touch of it. It's her multiple personality psychosis that takes away from Kola's credibility. | ||
| Nafisa_goma Veteran Poster Username: Nafisa_goma Post Number: 357 Registered: 01-2006 Rating: |
Shakspir: The only problem is that in the media, Kola Boof is perceived as a clown and a buffoon. No one takes her seriously, Oh, I beg to differ. MSNBC is a top news organization. They don't give "buffoons" 2-part interviews. MSNBC, p1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHtrRamIe7M MSNBC p2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSX_hVzKVHw&feature=related Question: "Why did they bill Kola as Bin Laden's Mistress and not use the word 'alleged'?" MSNBC is one of the world's top news organizations. HARPER'S MAGAZINE is one of the nation's most respected literary magazines. They don't "excerpt" Buffoons. http://harpers.org/archive/2006/09/0081180 This year, in 2009, ITALIAN VOGUE is a major world-class magazine, very respected. So is "RUSSIAN ESQUIRE" which recently featured Kola Boof. http://news.yahoo.com/s/prweb/20090317/bs_prweb/prweb2236344_1 You, Cynique and Deesha PhilyPaw and the others are not sounding very credible. You have definite AGENDAS based on personal prejudices towards Ms. Boof. | ||
| Ntfs_encryption "Cyniquian" Level Poster Username: Ntfs_encryption Post Number: 3597 Registered: 10-2005 Rating: N/A |
"Forget the narcissism. Everybody has a touch of it. It's her multiple personality psychosis that takes away from Kola's credibility."  .............. | ||
| Cynique "Cyniquian" Level Poster Username: Cynique Post Number: 13637 Registered: 01-2004 Rating: |
Oh shut up, Nafishy. Everybody knows you are one of kola boof's alter egos, the ominpresent personality who always emerges to defend kola even if it's in the middle of the night. | ||
| Schakspir AALBC .com Platinum Poster Username: Schakspir Post Number: 1248 Registered: 12-2005 Rating: |
Even Harper's readers love a good joke. Hate to burst your bubble but no one is taking you seriously....not even second-rate RUSSIAN ESQUIRE. |
